IPod my other half...

Music is my sanity... its always some song but there that relates to how your feeling at a certain moment in time...

Music is like the only thing that truly understands me...shoot imma date music whole time...it can pull feelings or emotions out of me that I didnt even know i had...

I prefer to listen to music then watch tv...

With all this being said...im beyond HEARTBROKEN that my ipod was stolen... Thinking about it makes me sad ... hopefully this christmas will bless me with another one!!!

Relieved...^_^

I can honestly say I truly needed this break from school and other things... I havent felt stress free in over a year and some change.  this is truly BLISS for me...lounge around with friends and family is all I need. BOUW.. lol just happy to be back in the state of mind that I was always the happiest in.

SN: Its Christmas time!! My own personal tree in my room!!!

Something NEW ^_^

On a day-to-day basis I have opportunities placed in my life, as does everyone else. I feel like its time for me to indulge in all opportunities.  I have came to the point in my life that I feel that I have trapped myself in a routine.  I am at the point in my life where I want to experience NEW things daily...there is so much in life that I have yet to do...and everyday is not promised.  I try to make the most out of what I can and cannot do; and turn my CAN NOTS into CANS.

"What to do, what to do." - For a few weeks now I have made a vow to try something NEW everyday.  No matter how small the thing is it has to be something I never tried before.  It has been going well so far BUT the easiest things have been done already. Soooo now its time for a major change and NEW things. Slowly but surely there should be a turn around for feeling this way.... IT NEEDS TO HURRY UP!!

Thoughts.. Its been a while!

The things that matter then have a hard time remaining as important now.  Not that my drive has changed just something that was once the most important thing in my life just gets snatched right from under my finger tips and I cant do a DARN thing about it.  UUUGGHHHHHH (screams here) The feeling of being powerless is not something I can cope with easily.  Welp my life is not over and I need to realize that there is a bigger  picture that I have yet to paint that is being developed through my trials and tribulations.

SOOOOOOO (Kevin Hart voice) look at the good when your weighing your bad  ^_^

A Tangent...

Its alot you dont see, with eyes that never open,
when you try to listen, but everything is muffled,
when you try to speak, but your lips dont seem to form the words,
what do you do, what do others think of you,
to over crowd your mind with nonsense is a waste of existence,
take the good with the bad and keep the positive going,
if your eyes deceive you, learn to tell what is a lie and what is truth,
if your ears accidently hear something wrong, know whats right,
if your lips form words you didnt mean to say, teach them to do otherwise.
Its alot that goes into nothing, but nothing cannot go into alot!

these are just words that are rambling off the top of my head and the more i type the more they make sense!

think on it and you be the judge

Lady...

Lady is my equivalent to what you would consider your mom, mother, mova, ma, and mama, etc. No one will ever understand the bond I have with that women!! We have our OWN sense of a "Daughter and Mother" relationship.  Watching and observing from afar you may become disrupted or confused!

She is my biggest supporter! She gets along with all my friends (believe me they will tell you)!! 

She is full of surprises and ALWAYS dependable! =@}

Love you LADY!

throw backs!

the day the family played hooky!

me, Lady and my little brother before we headed to the mall!!

 about 4-5 years ago! smh time flies

Dueces! =@}

Come on Rihanna.....

I came across this picture today! NO im not hating I just feel like Rihanna is going through something! Here's a picture to show what I'm talking about.

Do you guys like it???

My Summer......

When I wake up each and every morning its a new obstacle that presents itself, whether it is school work, social life, or over all stress. I find myself drowning in my school work (not saying that is a bad thing) and doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING else!! It has became such a distraction that I feel that I have lost contact with LIVING LIFE! I forget that I can enjoy my summer alongside elevating in my education! I do not have to have one or the other, I can consume both and have a balance! =@}

Memorial Day is the holiday that kicks off the summer FUN!! Sadly, I did not have any plans. I literally laid in the bed and watched TV for the duration of the day until someone SAVED ME!!! I guess we all need saving sometimes! We collectively brainstormed for over 20 minutes and came out with nothing. But just the comfort of having something POSSIBLY to do made me happy camper. We came up with the decision to go to Belle Isle, those that are in the Richmond area should take some time and relax there. It is filled with big beautiful rocks, a river, and historical sites. I can truly say it was the most fun I have had in a LONG time! I truly enjoyed my time out of the four walls I call my room and out exploring nature! Hope to have more fun in the near future! ;)

Quote: Ah, summer, what power you have to make us suffer and like it. ~Russel Baker

June 11th COUNTDOWN!!

Jelika and I when we were 9!

Today is the first day of JUNE!! The best month known to date!! (yea thats what i had said..uh huh) The thing about June is that the day Lady gave birth to me was on the 11th of this month. I truly do not know what to expect this year! I mean i dont expect anything anyway! I just hope to be surrounded by friends and have a good time! Whoop Whoop!! Lets see whats lined up for the tremendous historical date!

Dru Hill Making a COME BACK!!!!

I truly fell in LOVE with this SONG!! BUUUUUTTTTTTTTTT i personally feel like they dont need AUTOTUNE!!!(or whatever sound effects added if any) I want to hear this song RAW or ACAPELLA (Secret: i love songs sung that way...sooo much passion is portrayed)!!! Excited about there come back though!!! whoop whoop take a look!

Thoughts left unspoken!

What i am about to say is just words that are forming at the ends of my fingertips as they press down on the keys on the keyboard to form a statement. Transitioning from my thoughts to this blog.

I have alot to work for and the efforts i put towards it weighs alot. I start one of the hardest classes i will take here at VCU tomorrow! I have to be successful in whatever i do! SADLY, this is one class that has seen me at my worst. My own friends were shock that "QuaShauna failed a class, man what" (sarcastic voice). " I thought you were smart."

Time out!! Never come for my intelligence! I may have unsure moments but thats apart of my character that I can control sometimes!

The point is! There is always something you have to overcome and i will be overcoming this darn ANATOMY class!!! i will keep you posted on my mind set when i can! or when i feel overwhelmed!

Stay Focused, Stay True!

Anything is POSSIBLE! =@}

I can not believe that the Pre-Physical Therapy club has successfully reached its goal of $1000 for the American Cancer Society! I am elated because it happened so fast! Now we are changing our goal to $2000!

Join our team "Rehabbin Rams" for Relay For Life!

Support our efforts on our fight against Cancer!

Be apart of something monumental and make a difference!

Cabbage Patch Dance! Whoop whoop!

What Does it have to TAKE!!

What does it have to TAKE for people to realize how short life is! If you enjoy your time on this earth PLEASE CHERISH it!

People can say all day everyday Just LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST! But do they really mean it!

There is too much going on in the world to be stressed! Live EVERYDAY as IF IT WAS YOUR LAST!

YOU DO NOT KNOW WHEN YOUR TIME IS UP IN THIS CRAZY WORLD!

Just remember you are truly BLESSED!!!

PRAY for the ones that are not as fortunate!

To just think about what happened to the people in HAITI'S brings tears to my eyes! Could you imagine something like that happening where you LIVE!

Live Love Laugh ...No REGRETS!

LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH...NO REGRETS!!

Epiphany like SHOOT!!

Something hit me today! Well yesterday to be exact it just carried over to today!

Alot of things that i thought mattered dont anymore! Like i realized somethings or some people are never gonna change or dont matter as much!

I have so much going for me and I know that! So its time for me to act like it!

Being AMBITIOUS is more then a word it should be ACTIONS as well! If you dont agree or believe me your such a LOSER! lol

You can continue to do the same old thing knowing you want to do more if you want to!

You only get ONE LIFE its time for you to LIVE IT! If that means dropping everything to follow your dream...WELL SO BE IT! Dont let anybody get in the way of your dreams or happiness!! If they were really there for you they would support you in whatever you do NO MATTER WHAT!

~ Just one of those nights when I have alot to say but noone to say it to!

SSSooooo its a NEW YEAR!!

Today marks the day of a New Year, 2010 to be exact! I do not expect much to change from yesterday to today! Same old people, same old ways, same old outlooks, just a different day!

Not feeding too much into the New Year except for the repetition of the MONTHS!!

A New Year does not change a person or their characteristics, only THE PERSON CAN CHANGE THEMSELVES!!

ImJustSaying =@}

HAPPY NEW YEARS!! BTW